What People Usually Say about Me

People usually say I'm good,
But hey! that's not right dude.
People often say I'm innocent,
But oppps! I oppose to that consent.
People constantly say I don't speak,
No,I'm just waiting for the right time to kick.
People generally judge me as a loner,
But I'm not like that forever.
What they say are true,
Yet check first the adverbs bro.
The way they judge me seems so sure,
But not all of the times the words are pure.

Must look at the brighter ones

Many times, I get stocked up inside a room of worries,

I feel a sense of being hapless just as tasting a bundle of bitter berries.

I couldn't even dare to open my eyes nor move my fingers,

It leaves me nothing to do and just feel so helpless.

I wonder when and how could I get free from this chain of difficulties,

How I wish that in one just snap, all of these will fade away.

That in just a second, I could daringly say goodbye to predicaments,

And confidently say hello to  a more bright and undemanding day.

But suddenly, there comes this idea that just popped up out of nowhere,

Gently taps my mind and softly touches my heart so dear.

Then I came to realize that I wasn't able to recognize what is more important to think of...,

That I have more blessings than disasters..., wondrous blessings that are more worth reflecting than forgetting

I hardly noticed and feel the magnificent, fabulous and great things in my life.

Because I was badly disturbed and focused to the negatives sides.

I didn't quickly realize how blessed I am, and to think...,, there are more people out there whose situations are more thorny and worse than mine,

Yet, they can still afford to appreciate life and be able to spread their priceless smile.

I really feel shamed knowing that I have this more comfortable living,

Yet, I didn't clearly see that the sun is still shining.

I really admire people like them who do not often let themselves to be defeated by their failings,

And never lose attention to other part that is still sparkling.

Because of their inspiring attitudes, I already know how God beautifully makes lives,

I realized how blessed I am and in every challenge, I believe that God will unhesitatingly help me survive.

Having already imprinted in my mind that I have more blessings than hindrances,

Then i can now live my life more positive and see more greater chances.

Thank You God the Father for sending Jesus Christ, our Shining Star Who always lights up the darkened sides of our lives and thank You Mama Mary for giving birth to our Savior, Jesus Christ Who always brings hope to our journey. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Prove me Right

TRUSTING YOU IS MY DECISION, PROVING ME RIGHT IS YOURS !

My Trust's representation

A glass represents my trust

Because once it is broken, it can never be mended again.

Yes, it might be whole again, through symbolizing it's pieces,

But it would never be as firm and as solid like before.

It already left a history and no one can delete it anyway,

Because history never dies. So don't break my trust !

You Give it A Title

Golds, Diamonds and Jewels

People who are born with riches.

Gambling, Shopping and wasting,

They don't literally know what really they are seeking.

I wonder why couldn't they get contentment,

When I guess they already have that fulfillment .

Cries, shouts and hunger,

People who are miserably born in poverty.

Longing and craving for some alms,

On the cold grounds of nowhere.

I just couldn't imagine how can they still afford to smile,

Despite of the misfortunes they've been a long while.

Now I come to realize,

That it is not the situation that drives us to lose nor win,

But it's how we bring up our lives despite of our different conditions.

It;s how we look up life and live it,

Because in the end, it's still us who will take and benefit from it.

Blog Entry #2: Samsung Galaxy Ace

     3 years ago when my dad gave it to me. I was so proud of having that, not only because of its nice feature but most importantly because it was given to me by one of the most persons I value, my father. He gave it to me personally when he came back home from abroad, the next year, he left again for his work. As for that, I became again the daughter who’s longing for his presence until now. 

That phone he gave to me had been our means to have connection to each other and by the fact that he’s the one who gave it to me, I cannot so much feel the long distance that made us apart from each other, that’s why I promised to myself that I will keep and take care of it. It’s been with me for 3 years, that’s an achievement but what’s sad is, it is only until there. This past few days, I lost it, I broke my promise, I didn’t mean it but still, the fault was mine. I just can’t believe it, I was able to make it possible of having and keeping it for a long time, it’s been my way of feeling that I’m just near with my dad that’s why it is no easy for me to face that reality. Actually, my mother advised me just before the day I lost it that I should not put it in my pocket because it may open the possibility of welcoming the opportunity of losing it but I didn’t obey her that’s why the pain I felt became doubled. She got mad at me because she was really right, her prediction was so strong that it really happened. She scolded me, but I didn’t complain because I deserved it. Deep inside me was melting, I cried, I literally cried and many witnessed it. My regrets were as heavy as a huge rock. I was hurt not because I have no phone anymore, soon I can have one, I cried because that phone was a gift to me from my father and I disobeyed my mother. If I only followed her advice, then I still have my phone today. Anyway that was a lesson for me and for everybody.

     Some may think of me as overacting, how could they when they don’t even know well the story. No one became me or tried to replace my being in those moments so no one could ever know and feel how exactly painful that was for me unless they had experienced already once before but however, we still had different stories and different intense or level of impact it brought to our lives that’s why we must respect each one’s reaction of having experienced that kind of situation. I know all of us have that particular thing/s that we really value no matter how nice, ugly, expensive and cheap it is for many people, what matters is, is its presence, how we look for it and how it brings joy and happiness to our lives, so perhaps you can understand me.

Who Am I?

   I am God's. Admittedly, there are times that I consider myself to be in a predicament just as representing myself to anyone else especially in front of God while claiming that I am His'. Its not He who puts me this situation. It's I. He let me borrowed this very precious life of mine packaged with His great passion of love and mercy but I failed to maintain it's innocence and it's cleanliness 'cause I  have stained it by my own dirts, ---my sins.What a shame! But, I believe that God is more than just a forgiving Father and that's what encourages me to do better next time.
   

The Living Word

Your Holy Word is a Life.

A Life in which water cannot fill.

A Life in which food cannot sustain.

A Life in which air cannot provide.

Every time I am puzzled,

fell lost and abandoned,

I just go to my facebook account,

and there, my ease is finally found.

A page that is an incomparable

which always popped up on my wall 

satisfies my grief, thirst and sorrow

and the frailty inside me begins to glow.

This contains powerful messages 

that would touch all the edges,

so whenever I seek an answer to my difficulties and uncertainties

I just look for this, and it really works, PROMISE

     By the way, this page is named “The Divine Mercy (official)" which is composed of the writings/diaries by St, Faustina that record all the revelations she received from God’s mercy which she wants to share to us because God wants us to be reminded that God’s Mercy is greater than our sins and the  more we trust in Him, the more we will receive . I have chosen this as my very first blog because it was the will of God.  When Ma’am Chezka Bianca Torres required us to write something, this page visited my life again and the Divine Mercy Message says “Write down everything that occurs to you regarding My goodness. I answered, "What do You mean, Lord, what if I write too much?" And the Lord replied, My daughter, even if you were to speak at one and the same time in all human and angelic tongues, even then you would not have said very much, but on the contrary, you would have sung in only a small measure the praises of My goodness — of My unfathomable mercy.O my Jesus, You Yourself must put words into my mouth, that I may praise You worthily.My daughter, be at peace; do as I tell you. Your thoughts are united to My thoughts, so write what- ever comes to your mind. You are the secretary of My mercy. I have chosen you for that office in this life and the next life (Diary of St. Faustina, 1605)."

Right after writing this blog, the message says, “”Holy Saturday [April 16,'38]. During adoration, the Lord said to me, Be at peace, My daughter. This work of mercy is Mine; there is nothing of you in it. It pleases Me that you are carrying out faithfully what I have commanded you to do, not adding or taking away a single word. And He gave me an interior light by which I learned that not a single word was mine; despite difficulties and adversities, I have always, always, fulfilled His will, as He has made it known to me (Diary of St. Faustina, 1667)."

     Finally, I encourage all of you to visit this page and be enlightened of the Divine Mercy Message written by St.Faustina. Here’s the link for you. https://www.facebook.com/DivineMercyOfficial?fref=ts .